"Don't part with your dreams - when they are gone you may still exist but you will have ceased to live" - Mark Twain

"Do you know that this blog wouldn't exist if it wasn't for you being here to read it!?" - Bobby Gill

Monday, 31 December 2012

A New Year and New Hope - You Matter!

I just want to say one thing: YOU MATTER!
I love, honour and respect you as much as I do myself.

And I care that you do well in life,  I know the New Year brings New Hope for everyone.

If I can help in any way at all, just ask...

Best wishes for 2013,
Bobby :-)

P.S. If you only have one New Year's Resolution, choose "to make a difference"!

If that's all you read above, then great - that is my new year message to you.

I wanted to keep it short although my soul keeps pushing me to share how I feel... so I will ramble on here.  Many people have trouble sharing their feelings, so it is easier to write them.  Here is just a layer...

Thank you for your friendship, your support and being there on our journey through life!
I feel the pain of others and what is happening with the planet, when I say 'I know', I do not need and many times cannot find the words to express my empathy.
For those that have met me, even briefly, will know it is true - the others don't have to believe it yet, that we/everything is all connected.

I have been having challenging times recently, since 2010 when I had some issues with the Banks - to which they lied and took their game to a whole new mobster level.  The matter is still not resolved and my health has been suffering even more recently (this is the reason that many of you may not have seen me in 2012).
Fortunately I am still here, even though it would be easier to move into the spirit world, there is much work to still be done.
Many people I know and care about did not make it to the end of the year, so we are the lucky ones. I have friends who have similar challenges and we are the TOUGH ones, so I appreciate how challenging things can be for everyone else.
I'm currently on rehab and taking time out to get my energy back and accept I can't change the world overnight, by myself!
Thanks to those that have been caring; understanding for my occasional erratic behaviour and giving me the space I need to get back 'at ease'.

My main advice during the dark moments of life is to keep a sense of humour, laugh, see the funny side to everything and always, ALWAYS look on the bright side of life.  Even on a dark night the stars still shine...

It would be easy to move on if I didn't care so much - my values have been constantly challenged in this world right now -  Values of: Open-ness, love, honesty, integrity, reliability, truth, doing the right thing, people before profits (mainly things that stand for humanity, not corporate policy)  This is what has put me at dis-ease.

But as I do care about every one of you, I'm sticking around! I want to make sure that the lies, control and dishonesty does not spill over into the lives of all those I hold dear.  It is an important learning for everyone, though to get the lessons is no fun at all.  The reality created is very persuasive if you don't know what you're looking for.  And many people I know have fallen foul of this false reality. My aim is to help those that ask for it and overcome any 'obstacles' to get where they need/want to be.

More and more people are awakening to the truth, it is hard to hide. Since this is an age of change and the lifting of the veil, it is much easier to spot the truth or more importantly see the lies being fed to the masses.

I have been watching, experiencing, reporting and sharing the truth about how Authority (such as Bankers, Government, Councils, Police Corp and Companies) lie by using lawyers to write professional statements, instead of being honest themselves and telling the truth.
Yes, you read that right, they use lawyers to draft statements to confuse people and tell only their side of the story, then feed it into the mass media for people to be spoon fed, like propaganda.
They choose the part of the whole truth (or manufactured truth) that they want you to believe and act upon.

Fortunately more and more people are realising this and turning to alternative news for more information, to get the bigger picture.

They hide behind something called 'legalese' (definition: language containing an excessive amount of legal terminology or of legal jargon) which is to use trickery with the English language to confuse everyday people.  When asked for evidence they refuse to provide it - and the legal system is there to provide justice to those that can afford to pay for it.  Usually their statements will only have viewpoints that are half-truths, ignoring the facts that are needed to know more of the whole truth.

They put truth sharers under house arrest or detain them indefinitely, such as Julian Assange and Bradley Manning - breaking their own rules and laws in the process.  Others disappear or are 'killed'.  They are not accountable for mass fraud or murder, as they own the system.

This is to create FEAR in people. Do not dare to speak out against authority or how it wrongly treats people through lies, cheats them and kills, ironically in the name of 'the people'.

"You take the blue pill, the story ends, you wake up in your bed and believe whatever you want to believe. You take the red pill, you stay in Wonderland, and I show you how deep the rabbit hole goes." - Morpheus

 I chose to take the blue pill to uncover unpleasant truth in exchange for comforting lies. 

How can you make a difference? 
Take the red pill and see how deep the rabbit hole goes.

Remember that YOU MATTER! Your story matters and if you share it, it can make a difference to someone else's life. They will know that you have overcome challenges that they currently face and survived.  If you can do it, they can do it too.  You are not alone and neither are they.  It is a precious gifting be able to share your thoughts and feelings with a complete stranger.

Come together with your community and network.  There are like minded souls everywhere who are there to help you and share information.  Your separation is only an illusion.

If you ever need help, just ASK! 
Ask those physically around you, someone at your local shop, ask your friends, ask your family, ask on the internet, ask me!  You only have to ask "Can you help me please?"

This goes beyond simply asking for money or immediate gratification and will provide you with what the money would buy.

You will be surprised how many people care. When they help you, their worries become lighter for a while and you are providing them a release from their own problems.  It is a great thing to be of service.
Especially when you are helping someone meet their basic needs and overcome a challenge that they are having trouble coping with.

Also look for people to help, if you can do it yourself great, otherwise put them in touch with someone who can.  Simply ask them "How can I help you?"

You do not necessarily have to help the person that helped you, just pay it forward. The person that can best help them will turn up and provide them what is needed, even if you just put them in touch.

Get a balanced view!
- You get told about modern medicine (allopathy + pharmaceutical drugs) - why not learn about real medicine (termed 'alternative' medicine by the system) such as homeopathy, ayurveda and traditional chinese medicine that has been used successfully for centuries!!
- Do you watch BBC News, CNBC, FOX etc?  I find RT News, Russia Today balances the news of the mainstream media and reports things you wouldn't hear about otherwise.
- Watch films from another angle and a deeper level. Films like 'Red Dawn' on the surface is about a Communist Korean invasion, under the guise of making the Americans lives and government better. Now imagine the opposite, that those protecting their homes live in countries that are being invaded by United Nation soldiers in order to help them.  Then you will see the irony of the film and how people are not 'insurgents' but just want to be left alone.  When you can see both sides of a story, you can see more of the truth and make better choices for everyone.
- Find out what they left out of the 'official' school taught history books.  Like the day America was 'discovered' in 1492 was actually the day that Native Indians found a European man called Christopher Columbus lost on their shores (lets not mention the Vikings that had visited 500 years before). That is when the Europeans started to enslave, murder, and rape the people of the land.
- Did you know the sun is heating up and may be the cause of Global Warming on Earth, as it is also heating up other planets in our solar system?
- Read the big newspapers in your country? Google the stories to find other alternative news channels to give you another view point.  Go to the source and cross-check the facts for accuracy for your own peace of mind. Note that sometimes mainstream media journalists don't even bother to do this!

Only by seeing more viewpoints and opinions can you make an informed decision yourself on what you believe the truth to be.  Don't believe anything, not even what I tell you, without checking it out for yourself.

This is where the masses will lose as they are too lazy, don't have time, it's not their problem or blindly trust their masters. This is not you!
You are a sentient being who takes control of what they chose to believe and takes actions that benefit yourself AND mankind.  Choosing to do the RIGHT thing over the 'easy' thing.

Respect the opinion of others
Accept that not everyone will agree with your views and will have their own beliefs. You can only offer information and it is important to respect their opinion too - who knows, by listening to them you might even learn something new, which could change your mind and life radically.

Treat people fairly and reasonably and with respect. Do business with small businesses, with people that you can get to know and trust.

Choose to be a learner

Make the choice that you will learn about new things:
- that affect you, so you can be prepared for changes that are likely to happen in your life.
- for fun, so you can find out more about things that you love, find enjoyable and enrich your life deep down.
- just so you can know more and communicate with more people on this small planet.  They are not that different, we just haven't learned what we have in common with them yet.
- study some neuro-linguisitic programming (NLP), it will show you how the use of words, sounds and images can be used to control your mind, as regularly done by the mainstream media.
Awareness allows you the choice to view it as a spectator instead of a participant.

Here is an example of sharing information for people to do what they want with. It was in regards to research about Vaccines, when I was questioned about my 'formal' education.  It went against mainstream indoctrination, hence it is a touchy topic. 
Poster: "If I was going to read research on vaccinations, I think I'd go a little more intellectual than Facebook! If you feel you have sufficiently studied this issue then by all means publish your views. But correct me if I'm wrong you studied mech eng, not medicine or pharmacology....  My' attack' as you put it was deliberately not targeted at the argument but at the ill educated decision to scaremonger!" 
Me: "I have studied Mechanical Engineering and many more fields since, including medicine. My education did not stop, it actually started AFTER I left institutionalised schooling/university. I still am open to learning. 'Ill educated' is your opinion, some education on a topic is better than ignorance and taking things for granted through 'marketing'. Everyone has a right to agree/disagree with things I believe, as I do with others. I actually take an active interest in what people do, like and discuss to find out more.
I use this page to share info with people on topics that I know they do not get from their usual education/marketing from Newspapers, institutions, TV and the Mainstream Media News. Usually this will be challenging as I am not a conformist and like to know fully about a matter, which means both extreme viewpoints. I encourage people to always educate themselves and make their own decisions from ALL the available information, not just what is available on tap to be fed easily.
If sharing facts and reports is considered scaremongering - then it means some people have things to fear about knowing more. I will never know everything and those that claim to be experts are naive.
People are dying over who's belief is right every day!"
We can only choose to educate ourselves, removing the excuse of 'ignorance'. Then making what we think are the best choices based on the information available.

Ask Questions of Authority
Did you know you don't have to do business with anyone or answer any questions if you don't want to? School is to teach you to answer questions not ask them!
Did you know you have a right to ask questions and get information from those in charge so you can make an informed decision and choice? They don't tell you that.

Get your control back and ask intelligent or common sense questions.  You will quickly find, those that were (pretending to be) in charge a moment, don't really know what they are talking about and will start to backtrack, make things up and lie.  I find it handy to keep a recording device handy when speaking to such wafflers working for big companies that don't know what's really going on.

Remember, they claim to record calls for security and training purposes.  What you will find, if you've not already experienced it yourself already, is that they will find the recordings when they need to refer to it - or lose/destroy it when it could be of value to you or be shared with someone else, revealing any dishonesty.

I find it better to deal with them in writing. That way you both know the questions they ignore and their reply is in writing. It is harder for them to bullshit this way (I use that phrase as sometimes their answers smell of manure).

Don't be afraid of anyone, especially authority figures... you gave them authority, so take it away and make it a level playing field as equals.  This will empower you and confuse them (simply because they're used to having it their own way!)

Pick a cause and take Action!
Here's to more whistleblowers, truth speakers and sharing in 2013!
Share your stories of what you see as injustice and pick a cause (or many).
Take action and start a blog, write about what happens with truthful details and facts.
The powers that be hate it when people show the other side of their 'marketing' and 'dogma'.
Other people are empowered when they read about these things, knowing they are not alone and there are steps they can take to avoid the same happening to them.

I believe 2013 is a year of change.  Governments are already under stress to keep control and help their favourites out (corporations), whilst more wrong-doing by the banks is being reported almost weekly. Until they choose to see what they are doing to the people, acknowledge it, apologise and change - they are heading for destruction of their systems that they have caused from inside.

Remember it is the people within these companies that cause the problems, through the actions they chose to take and decisions they make.  Remind them and ask them to look inside for their humanity and also to see what is alive in you, that they hurt through causing pain and needless suffering.

Do you know anyone that works for a dishonest company like the Banks? Ask them to tell the truth for once and share what they know.  Only then will honest businesses with nothing to hide prosper and dinosaurs finally die.

Stay strong, be honest, live with integrity and always DO THE RIGHT THING!

Most importantly I am grateful for your time and energy, which is the most valuable commodity on Earth.  Your energy and where you focus it for any amount of time is what makes the difference.  
You take the time to read my posts, speak to me in person and let me know that I also matter.
It is this that which keeps me going - and the fact that I know so many amazing people that matter and care about others too.

Life may not be easy all the time - but you've got to stick around for your friends and family.  As who else will be there to give them a hand or a laugh when it really matters.... Nobody does it quite like you do!

Here for you and each other,
Bobby :-)

Tuesday, 18 December 2012

Are you Seeking a Friend for the End of the World?

As the end of the Mayan Calendar nears, are you contemplating what it could mean for you?
With some thinking it is the end of the world; the same way there is always an end to the day, the week, the month, the year or any time frame for that matter, a new one ALWAYS follows.

Don't worry, this is my last post on 'the end', as it either really will be TEOTWAWKI (the end of the world as we know it) - or as there are no doomsday prophecy deadlines I know of coming up any time soon, we'll all live (happily) ever after…


But what if it was the end of the World?  And your days really are numbered?
Would you want to live your life differently, starting now…?

"Seeking a Friend for the End of the World" is a film that explores that and stars Steve Carell (Dodge) and Keira Knightley (Penny). The film runs an accelerated time frame of a couple of weeks to the end of the World - where everyone starts to question life and death and what you will doing just before and when you go..

In the opening scene when Dodge and his wife hear the announcement on the car radio, the government has failed to stop an asteroid that is hurtling towards Earth, which means almost certain doom for everyone - and Bruce Willis is not available!
His wife then climbs out of the car and just runs away from him and their (long suffering) relationship presumably, as it no longer matters.

It takes a while to set up the characters and then really gets going towards it's ill fated ending...

Although the story has a lot of emotional depth and could have done with more character development time, it is poignant and touches on a very human topic. Forgiving some of the plot holes (related to end of the world stuff) it has comedy, drama and is also a tragedy.

Dodge is alone and is contemplating what to do with the rest of his (short) life.
“You’re going to die alone,” a female friend of his complains.
“He’s going to die with everybody else,” adds her husband.
So even though everyone is heading to the same fate, it is a personal journey which at least she understands.

Some characters in the film decide to do finally do drugs and get drunk, orgies seem to be the rage, as is rioting. No-one cares about tomorrow, it is only instant gratification that is foremost in their minds and lives now. 
Some, like Dodge's cleaner, go about their daily business as if nothing is going to happen.  
A few, like Dodge and Penny, decide to go find their loved ones and make amends for what has happened and spend their last days with them.


How would you feel if you were going to die and everyone else around you?

When someone passes or leaves, we don't mourn their loss per se but more our own loss and that of the relationship that we had created with that person.  We don't feel sorry for them or miss them , as much as we feel sorry for ourselves and miss how they made us feel.  No-one else will make you happy if you cannot be happy alone - yet it is our relationships with others that show us who we really are deep down.  Other people reflect our good and bad back to us - and we only see that which is in us.

Penny - "I wish i’d met you a long time ago. When we were kids."
Dodge- "It couldn’t have happened any other way. It had to happen now."
Penny - “But it isn't enough time.”
Dodge - “It never would have been.”
Penny - “I thought that somehow we’d save each other.”
Dodge - “We did.”

Even an optimist couldn't have changed the ending of the film, hoping everything would carry on and work out.

It seems that at as the human race, we are collectively manifesting a lot of death and terror which shows up in the characters of films that we see. So how refreshing to see such a film that lets the characters explores the meanings of their life for a change.

The Ending is in the Title of the Film - so the film is about the journey to get to the inevitable conclusion. Questioning LIFE (not death) and what we do with our precious time and most importantly who we spend it with.

What would you do if you knew the end was coming and who would you want to spend it with?

Sunday, 16 December 2012

2012 and the end of the Mayan Calendar

This is for fellow desk top astronomers, that look to their laptop to research the heavens above.  Many people don't have an awareness beyond next weeks X-Factor but there are those that contemplate the Universe - why leave astronomy to the astronomers when you could learn so much about the bigger picture yourself?
Put the kettle on and put an hour aside to learn about the infinite Universe and a ≈ 26000 year cycle.

Below you will find some basics on how the calendar works and scroll to the bottom for a fun video that may (or may not) be the greatest Science Fiction story told! You will have to forgive the American humour and sound effects to get through it, as he explores the 2012 Prophecies.

Your soul will be drawn to the animation at 19m15s in the Youtube Video. Don't miss it as it will expand and spin your mind...

And all this is happening on Winter Solstice 2012, which 'coincidentally' is also in time for Christmas and Jesus' birthday (I won't go further into this as it will only upset the hard-core KJV literal believers)

Unlike 12-12-12 which is a man-made phenomena, such as roads, calendars and religion;
21-12-2012 (or 12-21-12 for the Yanks) is different.

21st December 2012 is a unique event during the Winter Solstice, irrespective of date and it is a Universal phenomena, such as days, years, nature and life itself.

The Apocalypse is coming… definition: a revelation of something hidden.
And after Revelation comes Genesis again.

Come the day after 21st December 2012, at least some things will be clearer (and another end of the world averted.) I bet Bruce Willis won't even break into a sweat (one for Armageddon fans there!)

The clock says it's time to be aware of what's going on around you and wake up!

Good morning,
Bobby :-)


December 21, 2012: Some predict the end of the world, some predict the beginning of a new era. The basis for these claims is based on the Ancient Mayan calendar. 
It may seem silly to base a prediction off an ancient civilization's calendar but the Mayans were a highly mathematically advanced civilization. Their calendar is not only mathematically complex, it is also highly accurate (in fact, more accurate than the Gregorian calendar we use nowadays).  
The last day of the Mayan calendar corresponds to December 21, 2012. On this date, the Mayans are predicting the end of an era. The Mayans believe they were living in the 3rd era and on this date, the 4th era will begin. What does this mean to us? The beginning of a new golden age? Or does it mean the end of the world and life starts all over. 
Nobody can really know what will happen. Some predictions indicate that on this date, the world will end and a new world will begin. Others interpret the 'end of an era' as the coming of a new golden age, world peace, end of world hunger, elimination of poverty or a cure for a common illness. 
It is impossible to prepare for something we do not know. I would suggest being with a group of friends or loved one, counting down to this fateful day, and hoping for the best. Chances are, nothing will happen, but if it IS the coming of a new golden age, I would suggest everyone to savour and take in every second of this momentus event. If it is the end of the world, well, what can you do, at least you're with the ones you love.  
Source: http://www.disastercountdown.com/event/mayan/ 

Winter Solstice - 21st December 2012 Alignment


There are some great presentations within presentations in this video and I recommend watching it all for context. If you only want to flick through, here are some highlights:
4m49s Mayan Star Chart/Map
13m50s Quarks to Beyond
16m18s Earth circling the Great Central Sun
19m15s Helical Solar System (Must See!)
25m00s Long count Mayan Calendar Galactic Alignment and end of time
29m25s Time/consciousness is speeding up
33m20s Solar flares and radiation
40m00s Interstellar cloud /earthquakes
45m38s The Day The Earth Stood Still
53m28s The Size of Earth
1h02m50s The matrix!
1h04m30s Happy 13th Birthday (Age of Aquarius)

Remember '2012' is already happening NOW!


Mayan Calendar and Aztec Sun Stone (commonly mistaken for Maya Calendar) images


How the Mayan clock works:


Thursday, 13 December 2012

How to deal with Blocked and Withheld Numbers

I've been getting more 'withheld' and 'blocked' numbers recently that don't leave voicemails either.  Now this can be annoying, as you wonder who it was.

Due to lots of 'random' calls. I don't usually return calls where people don't leave messages anyway, as problems tend to fix themselves so my reply is not needed.

Today the 'Blocked' number rang again.  So here's my tip on how to deal with them:

I was bored and politely answered and said, "If this call is important, please call back from an unblocked number or your personal number, thanks." 

Then hung up as someone started to mumble.

Ah, I feel better for letting them know my call rules!

No call back either, so at least I know it wasn't important and they do too…  Simples!


There was an app called TrapCall (available in the USA and Canada) but it has since been withdrawn and Rejected by Apple's App Store!